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Now the H1N1 disease is starting to get worse.
A few days ago,
I predicted a death will occur in Malaysia each day because of H1N1,
and guess what,
4 deaths in 4 days,
wth, I was only joking.....
But at this rate,
already 2 classes in my school have closed for 1 week,
maybe not long until the whole school closes,
OH PLEASE DON'T CLOSE.....

And recently i borrowed a book called <>, by Roald Dahl.
It has many different stories in it,
but i've only read 4,
1) Skin
2) Lamb to the Slaughter
3) The Sound Machine
4) An African Story

After reading them, i finally realize the "dark comedy" of Roald Dahl,
Other than "The Sound Machine", which was the most meaningless one,
All three has people killing, backstabbing people they hate,
or includes someone dying after a very sad flashback.
All these are very touching....
but a sense of horror stirred among the sadness,
it really felt weird....
but satisfying to say the least.

Oh, and last Friday,
my club has a movie-watching activity.
I forgot the movie's name,
but it's about a boy and a dog.
He had a sister, but later died drowning in freezing cold water.
The boy then hated the dog who is supposedly the cause of his sister's death.
But with time, he started to appreciate the dog's company.
I haven't finish watching it,
but tml i will at the club.
It's a very touching movie, so i recommend watching it.

Relationshps

Talking about relationships,

FRIENDSHIP
Mine is pretty messed up,
i was thinking,
maybe some of my friends hates me,
for example last year,
since a friend of mine says my actions is causing hatred to him and others,
he never talked to me anymore.
I was shocked,
cos he was such a nice person a few years back,
but he was in other groups,
so i didn't bother.
Until now,
i dunno if my personality fits some people,
maybe i'm not quite humorous,
or not very stylish,
or even into gossip....
That's just what most people find in a person....
But i would like people to accept me who i am,
I can't change my personality to suit other people.
Even if i wanted to,
I won't be me anymore, right?

LOVE
Ya about crushes,
like when i read it from books,
they always seem to say that revealing your feelings to that person is EASY,
but damn it's really HARD.

Maybe having a crush on someone isn't such a bad thing...
1) You don't have to put a lot of effort maintaining that relationship.
2) You can still feel happy when thinking about or seeing her.
3) No beginning, no break ups, no sad ending.

But on the bad side,
1) You might have a strong sense of jelousy when you see him/her with someone else.
2) Always thinking about him/her, can't concentrate properly on stuff...
3) Have this strong feeling that you must have him/her, that he/she can only be yours(this is the worst case scenario).

AHHHHHHHHH,
i'm so freakin' confused right now...
should i even talk about loving someone....
i don't even have the guts to take that most important 1st step: INTERACTION...

Cloth Incident

Today, the most unimagined thing happened in school today...

After disinfecting my table using my own cloth,
i then hang my cloth on the window near the frant of the class,
and during 4th period,
a huge rainstorm came pouring down,
then i saw a couple of my classmates helping to recover the cloths.
I panic when i couldn't find my cloth in the heap of cloth.
And a scary thought came into my mind,
and as i asked the classmate,
it came true,
my cloth was blown out of the window...

During the 2nd recess, i went down to the canteen to confirm my cloth's position,
and there it was,
splatted against the transparent glass above the back of the canteen.
Finally, i mustered up enough courage and went into the class of the 2nd floor,
and asked permission to use their poles as chopsticks...
It was pretty hilarious,
and i had gotten many weird stares form the students in that class,
and finally someone says:
" We've never used suck big chopsticks b4, so it's hard to pick it up..."
They were right,
i've had to stick two poles between 2 pieces of glass.
Then someone finally came up and helped me,
he attached a pair of scissors on the pole,
and successfully 钩 my cloth out.
I was lost for words there,
so i just said "Thank You" for dunno how many times.

Oh ya, in the soccer match,
My class won 4S Yi 1-0,
and scuccessfully made it into the semi-final round,
and we're going against 5A Ren.
I have faith in my class and they won't lose!!!

Running

All who knows me,
i can't run very fast,
and for 4 years,
i failed every running tests,
2 laps, 4 laps, 6 laps,
seems like a distant memory,
painful ones...

But today my efforts are not wasted,
after many weeks of practising with the school track & field team,
i finally got a nice result on today's 4-lap run test,
i only used 8.54 mins to complete.
Even though this seems long for some people,
but for me,
it's just very satisfying.

Jibberish 2

I kinda like the jibberish title,
one word says it all....

Today was,
sleepy....
i slept through math class,
which everybody might know is my least fav class,
and nearly doze off in english class.
I think i should get more glucose,
or just start eating breakfast before school,
whatever.

Yesterday the DJ club has an activity,
about playing random games,
which turns out to be silly and weird...
and i was chosen at the spot to be a stage worker,
well not stage, just helping i guess...
Then after 1 hour of pure silliness,
the organizer suddenly pops up another silly game,
even more silly than the original one,
just to fill up the time,
i mean,
waste the time until 5pm.
Finally, i've been waited for soya drink all month long...
the i met Kien Chun & Sun Tat,
bad news our class lost the volleyball match two games in a row,
but the good news is we won the soccer match 2-0,
Well i wish our class's competitors can win the championship.

I keep on wondering,
should i go back to being a Librarian next year?
Cause most of my friends already have important posts in their school club.
and i'm SURE i'm not going to stay in the DJ club....
And plus i've already had 2 years experience being a Librarian,
so maybe, just maybe,
they might recognise me and raise my rank in a year's time,
and i don't seem to have much other options.
for instance,
Guitar club,
i only have 3-min heat for learning instruments...
that's all i could think of,
what you expect me to give a long list of options?
no way, i don't plan that much,
maybe i should plan more in the future,
or.......

I know i had been obsessed with playing games,
and like talking about them too,
but most of my friends, as i said b4,
doesn't own ps2's.
They mostly play online games,
such as,
MapleStory, DotA, blahblah...
so yeah,
no point talking about games here...

I don't have much emotional problems,
or exellent poetic writing skills like some of my friends,
so this would probably bore you,
but do remember,
i'm just writing what i am thinking,
and it's already 11:56pm,
so u can't expect me to write with more spirit,
can u?

Haha...........

Jibberish....

Till recently,
only did i discover that i'm not interest in my co-curicular activity.
Most of the activity is sitting for about 1++hours,
listening to some teacher or DJ talking,
either about their experiences,
wanting us to act,
or talk about broadcasting techniques,
and i always sleep when i started hearing them talking....
Not that i don't respect it,
but come on,
if you enter a broadcasting society,
they should've let you try broadcasting at least once or twice, right?
But NO,
i don't think i'll ever get a chance to walk into the broadcasting room...
And the part about sleeping?
I just couldn't help it...
I've spent a whole day at school,
and then sitting in the air-conditioned conference room,
and the silence of the room,
and boring lectures,
Just suitable for dozing off....
Not that i wanted to, really.

Oh man,
why did i choose a co-curicullar activity that i'm absolutely not interested in.....................................................................
I really wish i can change it,
just change it......

Physics tests...
hmmm....
I was really, really careless,.
and too unfortunate for not finishing ALL the questions in the Mechanics book.
I just hope no fail this time,
no fail, no fail....

For the future,
a hell a lot of tests....
Currently no mood....
especially chinese,
why does all things have to come so fast?

Well.......

Well,
recently i kinda hurt my fren's eye,
yup, i said it,
EYES...........
using a moral paper.....
of course it's by accident,
i'm not that crazy to do it on purpose.....
anyway,
i'm now trying my best to make it up to him,
it's good that he isn't mad at me,
but seeing his eyes BURNING RED,
like mine about 2 weeks ago,
i kinda felt somewhat guilty,
well maybe i AM guilty,
but as long as he forgives me i'm fine with that.

Well,
does anyone ever had this sorta feeling,
that his/her burning passion for say,
a person he/she secretly admire/likes,
suddenly decides to cool off a bit?
well,
i dunno if i'm actually enjoying it,
or suffering from it....
truth is,
it felt like a big burden has been lifted,
once i've decided to forget about this secret love...
it's kinda embarrassing to say this.
Maybe i'll start to live with this feeling,
that i was just too immature.
Ya, i think that's what i'll do........
or maybe...........

Well,
as everyone knows,
the influenza A(H1N1) virus is on the loose,
and alot of school has closed.
My school hasn't closed yet, but i wish it doesn't,
cause my school's headmaster has ordered all of the teachers,
to give out assignments/homeworks for us to do,
IF our school is to close down for a week.
therefore, i wish it doesn't.... please...
I also feel sorry for the students who had to be quarantined,
i wish you guys have the best luck resuming school.

Well,
report cards have been given out like 2 weeks ago,
and i got the worst total average in four years,
72.8xx......
but compare to others, i feel only slightly comfortable....
and being crushed under other "pros" in my class....

Well,
last weekend i went to my mother's side of grandparent's house,
and we went into my granddad's "Durian garden" in the mountains.
i slipped a couple of times,
on MUD.....
and on a mossy ROCK... which oddly didn't hurt...
anyway i was exhausted the end of the day,
causing me to oversleep and missed my bus...

Well,
i've got nothing much more to write,
hope you enjoy this song,
it's one of my favourites,
even though for some reason i can only get a small part of it here....

Karma (Instrumental) - Bump of Chicken